Slow motion Broken and sick Unconsciously Cryin
aloud Life sprawled
out in blood sweat and tears 11 months 4 more
surgeries Still I pray
Until this day I must say It's ok Because I was
left alone The bas
sick and angered
By my friends extremely cold
And heartless talkin shit behind
my back about me
To my friends the source a
jealous黟噤 passion邋towards
a spirit stuck in
frankly modest speech dishonest eyes upon us like
a vulture in the sky hovering
carcass moulding earth filthy birth after...
friction based upon fiction
replacing friendship untrueness speculation
conc
Jealousy is raining down on me right now
As the fear of losing you is setting in
But ill continue to do my best
Although its scary
Wondering if this will be the very first time to
lose
And not to win
Confusing reality...
I see myself but it's not really me
How could it be?
When I am me?
I guess maybe it's just a dream
(come on come on, come on wake up wake up)
Things aren't what they seem
You pe
Grown up an only child
One parent home
I was spoiled and doubted not trusted
Neglected by others around
You saved…
You saved me
You were the only one there for me
Loved me
Dearly treated and
i don't care what you think about me...stuck in
flatline but i'm still breathin' thinkin' about my
options' time to make my decision 'cause it's so
easy makin' it difficult to choose i choose myself
rather
I’m seeing tunnel vision in a world that's dark
and cold,
I cannot believe how much I've changed since the
days of old,
I know, it's temporary but I need to focus
straight,
I cannot believe I lost con
justice wears a blindfold...
justice is blind to my kind w/
an open mind you will find that the truth will set
you free to be yourself,
equality is unheard of,
in this establishment pre-judicial sys
If life was a game could I win in the end
And if i was sane, would i fuck it up all over
again
These questions and answers can help me redefine
myself
And i thank your open ears for all their help
no m
Can't seem to find myself in the smoke filled room
again
The lesson of being bored and naive so I've been
told
Its just my own problem
That I succumb from the bottom
Looking up at the reflection above
