Could I end my life with a knife sharpened of
problems
sweet satisfaction of a night sky with horns
a papercut bleeds like a cut vein
could this sky open up and accept this tortured
soul
but my wings h
Days left before this is over and done with.
The sheets keep whispering will you make it
through this day?
I'll practice making scenarios that aren't really
there.
The corner hasn't helped in so long
the person staring through
the person staring through the reflective
you've turned and run off with all
to the other side with you
and i know, i know
you try so damn hard to be so happy
so you
With all my said unsaids
I could never swallow
The idea of a happy ending
As another days memory dies
As I'm made to smile
these lifeless days
have left me with an empty heart
another wounded memory
But I adore her
this will never happen
but I adore HER
this will NEVER happen
over my DEAD body
of course I think ABOUT it
burn my path if it does
shape my body as I feel
torn
shape my body as I F
I know we've never met and you'll probably never
read this.
There are certain things your voice does to me,
it makes me feel the ground and sky again.
How sad it is when you spill your guts on the
pap
Another day passes by
Another attempt at love
Remains unrequited
Why do I even bother?
I should have learned from the past
I am but a statue
Impervious to love
This punctured heart is mine
Becomes
ive seen horrors horrors that you have seen but
you have no right to call me a
murderer you have a right to kill me I have a
right to do that but you have no
right to judge me its impossible for words
you say I need you
but how about the DEMONS in my head
I'm sure you don't miss them
cup my ears over and over when you speak
and I can't believe that you are here
I hate your eyes
it's been nice with
I`ve left my mark
I`ve made my statement
I won`t go unnoticed
Past this day
My personal ideals
A building block for this world
Never again
Will I sit in silence
As many sit by and watch
Our world
Your so called meager life
Is plagued with riches
Born by the strong beliefs
Of your so many victims
The task that they enthrusted
Within your powers
Yet they remain unchanged
Your god is non existe
Kisses are never safe when residue of old love is
left
how could I feel lesser when someone better
walks around / waiting for you to call out
As your cold hand grasps mine I feel unright
and privileged
Open everything around
how I want to say kiss me
you don't want to ruin anything
daring and beautiful stones
AIM at me
you never AIM at me
cursed with never being seen in your dreams
I'll walk aroun
Why do your eyes paralyze me
What makes me feel this way
Just carry me away with silence and heartbeats
As rapid thinking about your embrace
and how it makes me feel
I just want to feel this way forev
Wrap around
the white pavement feels so inviting
so lie back and gain bruises with me
it's been a long time since I've seen you from
above
and your still beautiful
leave here we'll start something new
i've woken up every day
with my eyebrows pointing at my mouth
making all who care for me go through all my
worst
times with me
and i give them no choice
all my worst times with me
i need to be u
With everything I've dragged in
venomous beings and all
It's nice to think that everything falls into
place
but it doesn't, but it doesn't fall into
With everything I've dragged in
venomous beings and
When you read this /I will not be the same
I have let my true form show
this is my last/lost in all my guilt
for letting you fall / understand it wasn't me
but I can't dream without showing intentions
so you've opened your eyes too late in the day
they wait for you in the room
you know they are having conversations of
punishment
last night you lost control
broke all their blood pumping mechanism
Thought that I would
shove everything aside
to shake your hand
barbed wire wouldn't come fast enough
why does your name leave a bad taste in my mouth
when it rolls off my tongue
in your world excuses
please just this once, do this for me
ive seen you in clouded visions saying goodbye
i rememer when we were gonna sit eachother down
and explain ourselves
always busy blame myself
your color was
Feelings non existent
Loss of a tortured soul
So cold and fearful
Unnoticed and unaclaimed
Left as one alone
On the endless road
To bear on for a lifetime
Of loneliness
She sits alone
And slowly
