One month separation
Several lifelines of pain
haven't seen your eyes
cuz I haven't seen your
cuz I haven't seen your face
I feel you sleeping, I feel you sigh
I'am your father
it's tearing me apart
Standing on the devil's tower
Talking to the gods
Looking for an answer
To help me with my cause
Scorched by the blazing sun
Molded by the wind
Faced with no life just the pain
Listen to my future -
Born with his innocence
Nurtured only to serve
To serve as a mother's son
Childhood denied
Had to become a man while still only a child
Education taken away made to work instead
Sun up to sun down
M
No shame for living low
Box life is all he knows
face scarred and jagged eyes
he sleeps among the flies
One more drink it soothes the pain
walking the streets nothing to gain
Hoping to live for one m
The dreams are so real and the lies are so real
To be naive to the almight dollar
In our own minds could be our demise if we did
not
believe in our mind and our power we see all the
greed
and our progr
Your vile smell makes me sick you repulse me
How the fuck you come off like that
A trifling pissant who preys on the weak
You reak of disease that plagues the innocent
You scratch and claw inside my he
Silver spoon in mouth
Not by his own choice
Passion in his heart
Lives by family ways
Wished he could have changed
Now it's just too late
The choices that are made - how could he have
known?
Regret
Dare to embrace this wrongful healing
I've tried to change cause life has it's ways
Bent with I'm bent with this feeling thoughts
start to
drain me bury the reasons why
Restless my mind seems so restle
To do to die to live to cry
Is there a reason why I have to die?
To know the pain is to go insane
A free man I once was I live with the guilt that
is not my own
My cries for life all go in vain
I'm ca
Corrupted by the promise of words
The hopeful lured by instinct unscathed
Suffering revealed innocence lost
opened the mind to illusions not gained
Subjected addicted to control
Stabbing backs to get
Build me up with empty promise just to watch me
fail
You'll keep this deep inside of you cause you
never really knew me at all
Must I suffer through and through with all the
doubt that fills this room
D
An open hand to an open heart
A new beginning to an ended start
A time for passion a time for lust
You challenge your lies with my trust
An endless battle to say the worst
My turn to get the last word
Time and time the story goes
How quick and easy it can slip away
Survived it all for this long
Is it really worth all the pain?
I keep chasing a dream
Without any thought of what I leave behind
You s
Death toll rises
A horrible vision in sight
fighting a war inside my head
for no apparent reason
Endless Killing
is a way of life
mentally scarred inside my brain
no time for healing
Don't fear me
I gave you my trust
You spread all the lies
Your evil tongue is social destruction
That is the form I despise
You hold yourself so discreet
Only the world you entice
Never seem to fathom
All the dam
They can't trust your word
No way to believe the lies
The only one that hurts is you
Everyone sees addiction inside
I know your face - it makes me sick
I've heard your cry - I fail to understand
The
Didn't think the day would come
December 20th the ties were cut
It doesn't matter where you are
Minutes and seconds robbing us blind
Your face and memory - carved into stone
One day we'll meet again
One day - one night
it's all it took
to fuck my life
in the swipe of the blade
You feel the Rage, You feel the steel
it's what I live with for years & years
Sink in the skin - don't know where it end
Enter my world of savage hysteria
Feeling my blood boil to it's flashpoint
sensing I'am loosing control
thoughts of death the only solution
Finding my victim was never the problem
At plain view from e
Loss...I so badly want you to feel
Pain...the lack there of is so unfair
Blind...vengeful thoughts consume inside
Hate...I never knew I could hate this way
Rage...so for real I could kill you myself
D
Rage - overcome, let it bleed
Crazed - never stop only need
Hate - Slowly grows till it snaps
Pain - slipping thru then you crack
It breaks you down
Wrath - crushing down overwhelm
Scorn - Conquers y
Low down - high tide
Come crashing down inside
We know - the way
Try to bring you up today
Needle drops without a stain
Never hurts to dig a vein
Only way to free your mind
Lying down the world is b
I don't care to feel
Stand myself up right
Left it up to reach
Now my need turns sick
[chorus]
My world of one speak
How far down is down
What I've found to take
Dark years mold in shape
Build dea
