prop me up keep just one hand talking while the
other slips underneath steals inches from me all
the lights seem to dim on command lifting oxygen
from eyelids calm yourself deep breaths quarter
rest fill t
two cigarettes
flying close together
trying their best to forget
the heating in their chest
one says i'm sorry
if i made you sad
i just wanted to kiss you
to say that i had
nights like this
it's y
take me out tonight don't forget your jacket bring
it with the rest of you ill be the one on the left
coughing up any oat beast waiting for your signal
a sound that's like your broken eyes keeps
following
try and define the energy it takes to write these
lines that i find useless all the time everyday i
try not to stay awake but instead asleep a safety
net i keep get up and over don't cave in get off
and un
let's paint her chalk white
see if she reacts
to the colors i admire
all the details
she flirts out freely
all the details
die completely
scream
bury a whisper inside your room
caught in a spin to
In sight of close calls seat the plaster off the
wall claustrophobic area waking up to nothing
remember one name catch the corner of the page
close the book and never look back again crawl
out from the wal
Are you upset over all of this? Or are you just
playing dead? Adding up the math. I can blink my
eyes in a statistic fashion in the hopes
it’d make you move. In the hopes
it’d make you breath
So breathless the night carves her airwaves out of
leaves
I am up against tattoos of scars and skin so cold
so deep
I'm 20 ft and sinking faster than the ship I'm in
useless to jump or swim
I could hol
