Nothing to recall
What if I just cannot give a name
To what I think there is to blame
I'm only
freezing it out
Castaway too
numb to feel
Hail or silk or burning steel
I'm wounded by wars
Even though my life
was not simple
I played a lot of tricks to make it up
Now I begin to think about things
I never thought
could be so clear
All these years
I've been waiting for your smile
I'd be saving all my love
If you just wanted me to
And I'd give it to you,
don't you tear it apart
You can lay down on me
Anytime you think that you need
I'd be ready to feed
All the hunger
I do believe you don't need any proof
But that won't give me any truce, now
You see that nothing can appease me all the same
That's why I stand aloof
You lay awash and undecided
You're at the me
If I tried to think and talk on the level
I could blow a silent wave
that would break against
the grudge you bear me
And upon your ruthless rave
Got a dull ache in my stomach and my
tired heart
In the beginning
you shone a brand
new limelight on me
I came out of darkness,
I came out of any vicious company
You drew me aside,
so satisfied with my pliancy
Free my soul tied
But don't
How long
Since I took a picture of you
Sweet comic the expression on your face
And all I remember of your last look
Is a love that I just cannot replace
How low
I've been falling since I lost
Sometimes I wonder how I'd feel
If time should ask to pay the bill
Of every whim
that made me nasty to you
But if you tried to make me see
That all the blame is down on me, boy
I wouldn't be co
Sometimes I wonder how I'd feel
If time should ask to pay the bill
Of every whim
that made me nasty to you
But if you tried to make me see
That all the blame is down on me, boy
I wouldn't be co
Today is such a deceptive word
For I spent all my days
grieving loud
I sang all my pain
so distressingly
Just to hush up any imploring shout
I couldn't speak
'cause the words I knew
Like r
Years ago I used to wander
Felt so wonky on my knees
I was feeling down and tired
Always looking for relief
And for a savior
Who'd finally raise my darkest thoughts
To the sun
I used my tea
