I am an asexual god
The self breeding mother of hate
Or maybe that's just how I feel
I reflect what I receive every day
In my world so full of lies
I reflect the pain I suffer every time
I spit out y
Left alone - with fingers bleeding
Try to claw - something worth keeping
On my knees - and bleeding
And you just don't give a fuck
A new betrayal - fucked hard again
Stripped to bone - by one more set
Question myself till I bleed
Will I live to spoil another day
The answers lost in mud
I won't if it goes on this way
And what if you discovered that
I could not give a fuck
Would you crumble, start t
Down on your knees you cry for help
Unleashed the rage, no reprieve
What you've done is coming back around
Instant karma, appropriate I believe
Laugh out loud I beat you harder
Both hands broken you c
It starts right now
Stake my claim for the throne of incompetence
Come last at everything - every time
I have failed at all I have attempted
Childhood goals tipped and up-ended
And you just look at me
You cannot touch me
Will never feel me
I'll lock myself in a shell of shame
So you can never know me
Been bitten by your type before
Opened up and let you into me
Paint myself a new way just for you
When it's dark and I'm alone I cry for peace but
they won't go.
And this is killing me but I can never let you
know
It's more than I can take, I sink - I drown - I
cannot float
And they keep pushing me
I'm dazed and contused alone now feeling confused
one more time
I'm fucked up animosity has been struck up
You were supposed to be my friends this not so
good thing how it ends
There is no way to make a
Esconced in turgid lakes of sweat
The animals up to their necks
A heaving mass of evil shit
Sins that manifest themselves in sex
I feel that I've been done wrong
Pushed and laughed at way to long
Bes
