What do you expect from me
Will I ever be who you want me to be
Will I ever live up to your standards
Will you always look down on me
Maybe I'm not who you are
Maybe I want to be myself
Live the
I've always searched for an answer for my
convinctions
a troubled mind at 15,demonic visions,
I saw you raped and beaten thrown down like a
rag.
Who the hell is this monster that surrounds my
brain?
I
How many times can it change
How long will I be restrained
It's appalling to think that
All my time seems to be wasted
Will it stop or is it only beginning
Here on the inside
My life is not over
I thought I knew you
My dream had come true
Look back, Don't crack
Your stares are empty now
I am still here I won't crack
It's all coming back
My thoughts of the fading you
Reach through, make
You ArE god's most beautiful creation
From the moment i set my eyes upon you
I knew i wanted to be near
To feel your arms wrap around me
And to share myself with you
Would be nothing but ecstasy
My scabs are almost picked
Slowly growing into this
Feelings I just can't let go
I am such a bore that you need that much more
Go back that way and see what you get from me then
Nothing at all
My dea
I feel as if I have been dreaming
I am confused as to how I got here
One minute
I am heading down a path of destruction with no
hopes but for death
Then there was you
You opened me to a different ligh
Face I am nothing face
Complete by sarcastic tastes
What a waste I think I'd rather die
Wanting never gaining I find myself pondering life
Always situations I can never hide
Crying tears of anger, hat
Oh I'm that sick I see it that way
I'd rather be dead then have you stay
You pretend that it's ok
Right now it's my time to take
Feeding off my hate today
Feeding off the lives I waste
Now it's time
Face to face
No time to waste
This is the time for revenge
Your claim to fame
Of crushing dreams
Your control has no hold on me
I hate the way
You have no shame
You act like nothing's happen
Pull up your car you're home from the night on the
town
Could not find anyone to go home with to show off
your insecurity
So you put your I love you face back on
When you are this way you think you are
Stay awake to decide
Are you coming back?
Is this my sanity?
I can't forgive
Oh is it the same to me?
I can't take your place
I'll never see you, never flee from me
Severed
Lost lies in the house I
Late night comes are you home?
No you're not
You're out with urge to satisfy yourself it's your
vicious plot
Looking back I realize that it's my fault
I'm not around so your love comes to a halt
You h
Fall into my hole
I keep seeking
Is there anything left to consume now?
I wish I were happy living in your perfect world
You were never understanding enough
You were never supportive of me
Now I run
In this present darkness I fall
Fall upon broken knees
Crawl through weight, depression
Haunted by an unborn ghost I'll never know your
fears
Never see me in your eyes
Curse the one that stole you
