We were on our way home
On the right bus
I just want to ask the driver
If it's not too much fuss
To drop me off at the old lady's
And pick me up tomorrow
If you could, If you could
It's all by desig
I guess it's out of respect for you
That I let my words always get the best of me
And it's out of respect for you
I'm going to let you go
I'm going to watch you be a star from the back of
my mind
So I
So you hate me if I'm open
But you love me when I'm closed
I used to be outspoken
Only on the phone
Used to keep my letters
Underneath your bed
Underneath you dress was
Someone else's head
If once
Got my head in the girl
Got my head in the girl
Got my head in the girl
So when I look back upon it now
Remember how I used to feel so proud
'Cause there never was a power shift or struggle
And we wo
So when she lays down it'll be
With me
Lord, she'll lay down with me
And when she walks out it'll be
On me
Lord, she'll walk out on me
When she kneeling it'll be
For me
Lord, she's kneeling for me
When I sift and drift in bullshit
That plagues from day to day
Would you ever really notice that I've gone away
I'm over the wall
Over the hill
Over at your place
I'm over the safety
Over the phone
All the things I can say when I'm half asleep
They always seem so real
Up until morning
With my defenses down it's hard to run
Familiar streets are closed
The meaning of morning
I can shift I can lie
So I make you happy
And I make you sick
Forget the traffic
I'm used to all of it
It's no fair to say
I'm only taking what I need
Don't feel so snappy
I don't give a shit
Forgive the traffic
I'm us
All the lies and all the kisses
And all the naive things he disses
Are gone now watch them fade out
It's not too hard to hang with losers
As opposed to fakers
And used to model debutantes and boozers
So you watch me float around
For two weeks straight
And the things you love will drown
With the things I hate
Oh well
It's only for a while
Until I get things right
Just let me dream all day
And st