cant close my eyes
ashamed I let you down tonight
I couldn't find the words to say
so I guess I'll have to wait
until your sound asleep and then I'll say
that I'm sorry you should never have to be
i wrote this song
for my now ex-girlfriend
but she hadn't heard it yet
so i changed all the words
so that she'll never know what it said
all those witty lines about her
thrown away and gone
but i'll
and if I stare too long at the sky tonight
will it open up to breath life
back into my lungs they're collapsing into me
the time is right is never true
you can't hold out on time it holds out on you
you busted up my pride with a hard shot
I'm bleeding from my eyes still you wont stop
my hands did the best they could
but not enough
so talk down to me again
remind me how pathetic I am
and how pe
everything that you said
is kind
kind of pissing me off
so this one goes out to you
to tell you that I hate you
and god i hope you hate me too
i'm just glad I got to make you cry
i'm sorry
that I
tears dripping on the ground
I see this barrel staring up at me
will the trigger set me free
my legs are shaking as I
decide if I'll consider one more try
or if I'll end it all tonight
I need to kno
following footsteps of my thoughts
they start our scattered
but each one leads straight back to you
reach in pull half my heart out
it cant hurt cause you already broke it in two
it sucks when seein
this wont hurt I swear
but please dont close your eyes
as i climb out of them
to see your face again darling
wont recover from the fall
wont bother to try
cause there is no reason to
when the fall
here she comes maybe this time she will notice me
a simple smile or a wave would mean so much
but she'll just walk right be she never says hello
to me
oh well i guess i'm just down on my luck
and i'm t
waking up and it seems like forever
I thought we were in this together
so lie to me again
and say the words that I need to hear
to keep your own conscience clear
you never give me anything to go on
